Stops during startup

sudo journalctl -fu [email protected] shows:

t_loaded[L]: component=automation>
Apr 26 13:28:14 hassbian hass[7218]: 2019-04-26 13:28:14 DEBUG (MainThread) [homeassistant.core] Bus:Handling <Event call_service[L]: service=set, domain=group, service_data=visible=False, entities=[‘automation.18_hours_light’, ‘automation.18_hours_light_off’, ‘automation.downstairs_night_light’, ‘automation.high_temperature’, ‘automation.humidity_high’, ‘automation.kitchen_door’, ‘automation.low_temperature’, ‘automation.motion_night’, ‘automation.start_homekit’, ‘automation.away_motion_garage’, ‘automation.away_motion_parkinglot_2’, ‘automation.away_motion_parkinglot’, ‘automation.away_motion_tent’, ‘automation.bloom_humidity_high’, ‘automation.bloom_humidity_low’, ‘automation.bloom_low_temperature’, ‘automation.bloom_temperature’, ‘automation.feed_me’, ‘automation.garage_door_and_light’, ‘automation.garage_light_off’, ‘automation.garage_light_on’, ‘automation.garage_on’, ‘automation.humidity_low’, ‘automation.motion_downstairs’, ‘automation.motion_garage’, ‘automation.motion_hallway’, ‘automation.motion_kitchentts’, ‘automation.motion_parkinglot’, ‘automation.motion_tent’, ‘automation.ph_down_3_am’, ‘automation.ph_down_3_pm’], object_id=all_automations, name=all automations>
Apr 26 13:28:14 hassbian hass[7218]: 2019-04-26 13:28:14 DEBUG (MainThread) [homeassistant.core] Bus:Handling <Event call_service[L]: service=set, domain=group, service_data=visible=False, entities=[‘switch.14357010cc50e32f59f8’], object_id=all_switches, name=all switches>
Apr 26 13:28:14 hassbian hass[7218]: 2019-04-26 13:28:14 DEBUG (MainThread) [homeassistant.core] Bus:Handling <Event state_changed[L]: entity_id=group.all_automations, new_state=<state group.all_automations=off; order=1, auto=True, hidden=False, friendly_name=all automations, entity_id=(‘automation.18_hours_light’, ‘automation.18_hours_light_off’, ‘automation.downstairs_night_light’, ‘automation.high_temperature’, ‘automation.humidity_high’, ‘automation.kitchen_door’, ‘automation.low_temperature’, ‘automation.motion_night’, ‘automation.start_homekit’, ‘automation.away_motion_garage’, ‘automation.away_motion_parkinglot_2’, ‘automation.away_motion_parkinglot’, ‘automation.away_motion_tent’, ‘automation.bloom_humidity_high’, ‘automation.bloom_humidity_low’, ‘automation.bloom_low_temperature’, ‘automation.bloom_temperature’, ‘automation.feed_me’, ‘automation.garage_door_and_light’, ‘automation.garage_light_off’, ‘automation.garage_light_on’, ‘automation.garage_on’, ‘automation.humidity_low’, ‘automation.motion_downstairs’, ‘automation.motion_garage’, ‘automation.motion_hallway’, ‘automation.motion_kitchentts’, ‘automation.motion_parkinglot’, ‘automation.motion_tent’, ‘automation.ph_down_3_am’, ‘automation.ph_down_3_pm’) @ 2019-04-26T13:28:14.497952-07:00>, old_state=None>
Apr 26 13:28:14 hassbian hass[7218]: 2019-04-26 13:28:14 DEBUG (MainThread) [homeassistant.core] Bus:Handling <Event state_changed[L]: entity_id=group.all_switches, new_state=<state group.all_switches=off; order=2, auto=True, hidden=False, friendly_name=all switches, entity_id=(‘switch.14357010cc50e32f59f8’,) @ 2019-04-26T13:28:14.507407-07:00>, old_state=None>

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